I've been on a bit of a hiatus. I don't just mean virtually. I mean the girl I was a year ago disappeared into the woods (literally cause I live on a ranch now), and never came back. Thank God. A deep healing work was needed. A journey of self-integration and spiritual renewal was essential. I was not running on empty, I was crashing. I had nothing left to give and I was teetering on just giving up. Yes, I mean I was ready to close the curtains and say enough is enough. It began me on a completely different path with the Lord. Suddenly, my life was not a performance. Satisfying the opinions and hopes of other people wasn't worth living for anymore. My life could not be some show of perfectionism or religion. It had to truly be my life in a way it had never been. Messy. Real. In-progress. I had to step back and ask myself questions I hadn't asked since I was ten years old. And in this deep work of transformation, I truly found myself for the first time in my life. I found God's voice and goodness behind my religiosity and pride. I found true, free, full life. Not perfect. Not tidy. But a life actively being transformed and sanctified toward true fullness and wellness. I live in the woods now and let me tell you, the silence is beautiful. The peace is all encompassing. And no, I'm not talking about my land. I'm talking about my spirit. Because when true integration and freedom occurs, it does not matter where you are or what you are walking through, you are operating with different tools and a different map. And the trees and leaves aren't scary anymore, they actually feel like safety for maybe the first time. If you have been on a similar journey or find yourself currently at the end of yourself, I am so glad you are here with me now. I do not have all the answers. What I have is learned wisdom, some helpful education, and a deep spiritual formation process and tool belt that has carried me through literal catastrophic fire. This is a turning point in how I do ministry. It is not going to be polished anymore. It will be real and rough and honest, because that is where true healing and freedom are found. Which is one of the reasons that I am transitioning to a life coach ministry format. I want to partner with you to walk in fullness in every area of your life. True fullness of life is not a ministry moment, it is a spiritual lifestyle. So, welcome. I am so glad you are here. I hope you consider joining the BTDM family and chasing fullness and abundance with me. But even if you are just passing through, I hope this small tidbit of my story gave you hope. Because friend? It DOES get better. I'll be your coach with God as our compass. Always with love, Sarah Hill